Raw LLM Responses

I have the same feeling, every artist I've ever met has been "born" with it. Not born with it immediately but born with the ability to learn and enjoy it. For me, I want to make art and used to constantly but I never improved as fast as others, my art remained ugly and nothing like what I imagined. I was told that it was my own fault that I didn't try hard enough, but I did, and it's like my brain CANNOT PICK UP certain things in art, it made me so frustrated that I got no joy out of art anymore. I do doodle sometimes, but I'll never achieve the things I want in art. Could I work on it? Yes, but again I don't get any joy out of it. It makes me feel very stupid, or like I'm not a real creative. Even then, I don't use AI, I won't use AI. There is no art in ai, and no creating